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Friday, January 22, 2010

Wondering how my life will change in about 6 weeks




I am about to be a first time grandparent in about 6 weeks from now and I had my first dream about the baby last night and I must say it was one of the happiest dreams I ever remember having.
It made me wonder what my grandson will look like? Will he look anything like he looked in my dream?
I am so excited to meet him. I know this is horriable to say but I feel more excited to meet him than I did with my own children!!
Is it because its been 18 years ago that I had my youngest child and I just forgot the feelings that come with welcoming a new baby? or is it just the feeling a first time grandparent feels??

My daughter has been staying with me for the past week and I've been watching and feeling the baby moving in her belly and it made me realize what a miracle a baby really is... I get into such deep thought when my hand is on her belly feeling his hiccups or feeling him getting comfortable in there (although my daughter Angela says : Hes gonna come out with ADHD the way he's moving around in there) Its just amazing to think I never really thought about it as deeply as I do now. Maybe because I was so young, maybe because I was too worried about the delivery to really think how I do now... So many things are running through my mind with this miracle on the way..
Do other soon to be grandmothers feel this way??

I just know I am ready to meet my GRANDSON!!!!

1 comment:

  1. Wow.... how exciting. My mother in law was so beyond excited and when my son was born she said she loved him just as much as her own kids.... I don't have grandkids but I can imagine that to be true... this little guy is apart of you, too. I think another reason it's so exciting for grandparents because they can love, hold, play, spoil this precious baby but don't have to loose sleep, change a zillion diapers... you just get to love and spoil him then go home and sleep in. ha ha You lucky girl.
    PS- you look 25... how can you be a grandma???

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